Not Enough

     Now that my daughter is gone, I think of everything I wish I had more of. More pictures, more hugs, more times I told her "I love you", more laughs. Even though we had a ton of each of these, it's not enough.
     It is hard to have the foresight when you are in the moment (can't see the forest for the trees) but take it from me, you can never do too much. Never say wonderful things enough. Never hug too much and certainly never take too may pictures with your loved ones.
     I am so blessed to have many pictures with my beautiful Lauren. But now that I am faced with the devastating realization that I can never take more, there just aren't enough. Thank God I took pictures with her regardless of my hairstyle, or my outfit,  or my make-up (or lack thereof) or heaven forbid...my weight!
     Seize the moments you have now. Take in as much as you can, while you can. Life is so precious, and unpredictable. Hug your babies!!!